HELP! I AM THE OBJECT OF RIDICULE?

wow you sound like me.. except i am a female. When i got my first job i was forced to be more social or i wouldnt get paid. i was a waitress.. a job helps make friends because you are forced to be around a few people for eigh hours a day. school has a whole bunch of people you can talk to all day. being in clubs never helped me. being akward has nothing to do with making friends though.. I am still akward. I am in college now and people give me funny looks all the time. I learned not to care as much as i did in high school. its helped.. The girl problem date at other schools.. go to ball games.. girls at your school know who you are. go to church i know its a place of god but a lot of girls your age will go there.. boys too if you want to find friends. A church family helps a lot with coming out of a shell they help make you feel less akward. IDK though.. none of this may help but who knows it could.. btw.. dont call yourself ugly.. some of the ugliest guys turn out to be the best husbands.. it doesnt matter how you look its how you treat someone. nice guys dont always finish last..